*blink*
*blink*
*blink*
The cursor on this page is taunting me.
Teasing me, "What are you gonna do now? Huh? You gonna tell everyone you met the man you're going to spend the rest of your life with and that he's coming TONIGHT, or not?"
*chicken*
*chicken*
*chicken*
"Why do you keep staring at me? Why can't you just tell everyone what you told him? That he is the only man you have ever met who made you feel awake. The only one who made you understand what love is. The only one who can take your doubts and insecurities with a grain of salt and make you feel mended and happy and excited and free. It's the most wonderful thing to ever happen to two people and you can't TELL anyone!?
*mock*
*mock*
*mock*
You're right. You are.
The man I am going to grow old with is going to be in my apartment in a matter of hours. H O U R S. I woke up this morning an hour ahead of schedule, got dressed, caught a bus and got to work CRAZY early. I mean, how could I sleep? My stomach is butterfly-ed the fuck out!! I'm going to be crying all day... I'm such a spaz!
Peter is amazing. Even the sound of his voice at night, before we go to bed, I can feel it in his voice that he is holding me. I can hear his face get serious when he tells me how lucky he feels to have found me. And I bet he listens to my throat gently shake when I tell him how happy I am I was wrong when I thought a man like him didn't exist.
I'm so fortunate.
I'm so content.
I'm so happy to tell you that.
9:58 AM - Friday, Jun. 10, 2005
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