A few of you were wondering how I'm doing. Hmmm. That's a tough one.
For my birthday/Christmas my Mom granted my HUGE wish and bought me an ipod. :)
I forgot I had this song.
I was walking to work and I just couldn't stop crying.
I thought I was going to have a break down.
Not kidding Darling.
Here it is, the song wrote for me.
Silent Lucidity
Hush now, don't you cry
Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake you face the day
Your dream is over... or has it just begun?
There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize it and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly you hear and see
This magic new dimension
I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help you see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you,
in Silent Lucidity
(solo)
If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're safe from the pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...
I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help to see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you....
I've decided I needed something different in my life.
I'm learning the drum kit and start my lessons Wednesday.
I'm hoping this is the creative outlet I've been looking for.
My first LOVE was singing, and it still is. I enjoy nothing more. I want to take my love and expression of music to a new level.
I want to BE music.
I want it in me and around me and through me. I want to fuck it.
I think the drums will help. Besides, I am way hyper and have a great sense of rhythm. Or so I'm told.
Hmmm. I'm not sure how great that sounds to you, but from here it is the answer.
In a year I see myself playing in a band and creating and learning and playing the fuck out of my kit.
WORD.
6:14 PM - Friday, Dec. 10, 2004
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