Make the girlies wanna scream.
YES. Yes. Yesssssssss.
My birthday is coming up on Wednesday and my little brother got me Aqua Teen Hunger Force Vol. 1 on DVD.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I love that show this much:
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To show how much that is, I�ll give you a basis of comparison:
I love having orgasms this much:
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I love puppies this much:
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I love my friends this much:
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I love getting blisters from cute shoes this much:
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You get the idea�
Moving right along.
My dear friend Gus invited me to his company�s Christmas party as his date. How cool is that?! But before you start making oooh and ahhh noises � Gus is way gay. BUT we always have the greatest time anywhere we go. I think what I love most about Gus is how funny he is around my boobs. He is just in aw of them. Here is what I�m predicting our night out to sound like:
�They�re so big and fun.� He touches them like it�s a science project. Very matter-of-factly checking their consistency. In return I grab his ass and tell him to do more lunges or he�ll never find a boyfriend.
This will probably cause him to spank me, which will antagonize me to give him much pinching, slapping, screaming and a very childish chase around the room.
I love him.
And an open bar loves me.
I really can�t wait. Want to hear the BEST part?? My best friend Rachel is Gus� boss.
HA!
I�m also quite fond of all the people Rachel works with, especially Gus, and can�t wait to hang out with them.
I�m SO excited about going that I already figured out what I�m going to wear. I have the hottest black bustier on the planet and it makes �my girls� look exceptional. I�ll wear that with a tasteful, sheer, black blouse so as not to look like I�m half naked. Okay, so that paired with black, cropped slacks and blood red, patent leather, stiletto heels with a viciously pointed toe. No jewelry. I�m thinking of putting my curly hair in a soft twist up off of my shoulders. That should do it.
Now. My ex-boyfriend Christiano just got in touch with me. What the fuck. He wrote me a letter asking me to keep in touch with him� I don�t think I can do it. I really don�t. I HATE having to turn my back on anyone, but I never treated anyone the way he treated me. It only leads me to believe that he never understood how much I loved him and never understood how much it made me hurt when he pushed me away. I mean this guy did more than push; he cut me off completely and told me he�d never bother me again. I never made that man feel like he was a nuisance. He just says these hurtful things from left field, that have nothing to do with what�s REALLY going on, to get me to argue with him or to make me sad. Fuck him. It�s really too late.
I mean, since my Father died in October, I have felt so lonely. Like, when I had him here, alive, I felt held by him and protected. It�s true. Now that he�s gone, I feel completely vulnerable. I can�t risk my sense of security for someone who will only let me down in the log run. The death of my Father did give me a better awareness as to how much my partner has to contribute to my feeling safe and how crucial my ability to trust him is. I don�t think there�s anything wrong with that. I would never do anything to the man I love to make him feel unsafe or alone or betrayed. Why shouldn�t I expect the same??
2:53 PM - Monday, Dec. 06, 2004
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